Conversations with myself – random Sunday thoughts.

I often have conversations with myself. I end up in odd places. I’ve been thinking about the nature of the world. It seemed appropriate, given that we are in a global pandemic. I was thinking about the concept of nations. I started off thinking about “illegals”; “irregulars” as they’re called in my country. I was thinking about how some people get enraged by the idea … Continue reading Conversations with myself – random Sunday thoughts.

A shocking relief.

I’ve spent an enormous amount of time and energy trying to control life. Trying to be perfect because perfect meant control and control meant safe and the lack thereof meant terrifying and unimaginable chaos during which it would be revealed that I was a horrifyingly awful specimen of humanity. Since this was not a revelation I relished, what followed was decades of starving, bingeing, purging, … Continue reading A shocking relief.