abandoning expectations
“…I had a thought recently about expectations. I had a thought that maybe a lot of us have a problem with them. I thought that maybe expectations do us harm…” Continue reading abandoning expectations
a box of chocolates – trigger warning
“Eating disorders are hell and they are full-time. They don’t take days off. They don’t give you a break. They’re always there, lurking, talking to you, telling you how awful you are, how much of a failure. How you have nothing to offer because you aren’t perfect yet. You aren’t thin enough…” Continue reading a box of chocolates – trigger warning
as a twig is bent…
“As a twig is bent, so grows the tree.”
Thanks to Alexander Pope for that truth, but as it stands, it’s incomplete. Sometimes, the bend is not due to external forces. Sometimes, we shape ourselves. We prune, and we do it badly…”
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it’s a hard time of year
“…I’m not ready to change, my eating disorder tells me. I’m not perfect yet.
My depression concurs since it’s decided to act up too, and where my depression goes, my anxiety follows. So, basically, I’m a big ball of triggered with the potential for some self-harm thrown in.
December is hard…”
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