rage bingeing
it loses something in the defining. it sanitizes the binge and downplays it; it’s a tidy description for something that is panicked, frantic, violent, destructive, and soul destroying. Continue reading rage bingeing
Category: eating disorders
teeth and eating disorders don’t mix
i spent the morning having dental molds of my teeth made, so my dentist could make a model of my mouth and we could start putting together a plan to replace the eight teeth i’ve had to have removed, and crown the ones that they were able to save with root canals. just one of the unintended and expensive side-effects an eating disorder brings to the table. Continue reading teeth and eating disorders don’t mix
when eating cereal is bad
i had too much cereal this morning. my brain took me to task regarding the quantity almost before i’d finished pouring it. Continue reading when eating cereal is bad
First times.
First times are generally seen as something special. The first bath. The first laugh. The first step, first day of school, and first kiss. We commemorate our firsts with pictures and stories. We add to our memory box. There was no camera the first time I threw up after a meal. I didn’t share my “triumph.” I was nineteen-years-old, living away from home for the … Continue reading First times.
From Famine to Feast 