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Author: Michelle

I've lived with mental illness my whole life. I walk hand-in-hand with my neuroses these days, and sometimes I write about what that's like for me. I prefer the peaceful coexistence of détente to the open warfare of the past. I'm also in recovery from an eating disorder that ate decades of my life, pun intended. It's been hard: recovery is very much a walk through hell - the rainbows, puppies, and chocolate fountains come later - but it's worth it. Recovery lets you have the life the eating disorder promises and lies about 💜
eating disorders, Mental Health

abstinence doesn’t make the thoughts grow kinder

“i have been what i call abstinent with my eating disorder for the last six months and by that i mean i have not thrown up. this is the longest i’ve gone without self-induced vomiting in twenty-seven years. there is a part of me that is amazed and grateful.” Continue reading abstinence doesn’t make the thoughts grow kinder

Unknown's avatarMichelleApril 15, 2018August 5, 20231 Comment
Mental Health, recovery

stay small, stay safe

“i’m stuck. i’m not falling backwards to any great degree but i’m not moving forward either. i’ve landed in this space i call “not too bad” and i’m terrified to push beyond it.” Continue reading stay small, stay safe

Unknown's avatarMichelleApril 12, 2018April 12, 20185 Comments
eating disorders, Mental Health

it’ll pass

“people always say the hard times will pass. they tell you that the bad memories will fade. i can’t remember a time or a problem when someone didn’t offer up those expected words of wisdom: it will pass; time heals (if you let it); things change.” Continue reading it’ll pass

Unknown's avatarMichelleApril 9, 2018August 5, 20234 Comments
eating disorders, Mental Health

i want to relapse so bad i can taste it

“i went to bed for two hours this afternoon because it was the only thing i could think of doing that would stop me from eating everything in the kitchen and then throwing up. the urge has been growing significantly this past week, infecting everything i do and everything i think.” Continue reading i want to relapse so bad i can taste it

Unknown's avatarMichelleApril 6, 2018May 23, 2022Leave a comment

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