“my thoughts are quicksilver.

they race around my brain in a

frenzy of disparate ideas and impulses

that fatigue me.” Continue reading chaotic

“every meal’s a challenge when you’re recovering from an eating disorder, but meals out come with their own unique problems. it would be nice if i could just abandon my drug of choice and give up on food entirely, but eating is a requirement for life, or so they tell me.” Continue reading eating’s a requirement, or so they say

“so i’m fat today but not fat. i have incongruity. what i know to be true and what i feel are utterly at odds. it’s a disconcerting and uncomfortable feeling.” Continue reading i’m fat again today

“i’ve started going to a new corner store – to call it a bodega might be stretching the definition some. it’s been a challenge; if you don’t suffer from anxiety, you might not realize what an enormously big deal a change like this is.” Continue reading a new bodega