i live with one foot firmly planted in the world of imagination and fantasy
and i like being there,
able to infinitely repeat and revise the moments in my life
that upon reflection cause me dissatisfaction.
i rewrite and edit the whats and whys and hows
until the incidents play out better,
until i am, in those moments witty and sharp and brave and beautiful and fierce;
a nice contrast to the subdued acquiescence and least resistance that is
more often my chosen path.