I try to be a good person. It’s not always easy: I’m a little bit evil. Not evil-evil. Not “enslave a race and destroy an old-growth forest” or “bring back bell-bottoms” evil. I’m more “scathing social media comment” evil. I’m Twitter-mean-evil. Still, the zingers burn my soul. They bring existential angst. Can I call myself…… Continue reading Karmic anvils.
Eating disorders are about “shoulds,” but the rules turn into bars that trap you. I’m escaping: I’ve been easing my way back to the real world, but because some of me is still captive, some of the behaviours remain and try to exercise influence. They offer opinions on how I’m “supposed” to live my life.…… Continue reading Carbs and Cages.
As previously mentioned, I’m trying to understand God. It’s a big job. So far, I’ve come to equate God with sentient energy that is both male and/or female, depending. I’ve also decided that God is everywhere, corporeal and non-corporeal, also depending. I think God takes up a great deal of space. I think that’s where…… Continue reading Is God everywhen – random thoughts.
Anger is in the news a lot these days. People are feeling it. Politicians are using it as a recruiting tool. News channels are using it for ratings. I’ve written about it myself, discussing how often, anger is a secondary emotion masking something underneath, like pain or shame. We don’t want to deal with the…… Continue reading If you’re going to lose your temper, stay away from hammers.