it's hard to care for yourself when you don't care about yourself. i want the joy of self-care back.
"i've killed my son three times this week, and my father twice, and it's only tuesday. ptsd is a bitch."
i have issues with some of the twelve steps in december of 2014, i entered a recovery facility to deal with my eating disorder and my tendency to abuse benzodiazepines. Ativan, Xanax, Valium – they were my friends. They were an adjunct to my bulimia. They kept my brain quiet and helped keep the dark … Continue reading #recovery and responsibility
when you are trying to recover from an #eatingdisorder, a big part of the challenge is food. how do you food? how do you eat “normally”? advice abounds. eat when you’re hungry. eat what you like. stop when you’ve had enough. eat a vegetarian diet. stick to whole foods. eat clean. it’s all so much … Continue reading breakfast with #bulimia
i’m on a road that stretches out in front of me and i can't see what’s at the end. i’ve heard that once i get there, my life will be better. i’ve heard that the trip is challenging but the destination makes it worth it. i’m told that once i’m there, i won’t struggle every day. i’ll … Continue reading i’m on a road